Monday, November 29, 2010

Tawag ng MMDA! Nagkabanggaan mga puso natin!




Finally I got to watch My Amnesia Girl. I cried. :| And guess what, I was with Ching. @-) Haha. It was so sweet. Super! :"> I wish my boyfriend would do such things for me. :) 
Then, I met with my tita, sister, and cousin. We ate aat GreenTomato then watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows for the second time(as for me). It is still really one great movie! :)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Spell.

OBLIVIATE

This is a spell from Harry Potter, wherein when you use this spell, it erases all the memories about you on a person. 

How we wish there`s such things like a wand and spells. So that we can either erase, undo, teleport, or whatever we wanna do right. 

How I wish you can eliminate one's attitude on a person. :( Like their Pride. 

I HATE YOU SATURDAY.





ALL I CAN SAY WITH THIS SATURDAY IS, I HATE IT SO MUCH. IT WAS SUCH A RUINED ONE. :| :( 


WAS THERE A TIME WHEN YOU JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO JUST BE OKAY? THAT, THAT PERSON WOULD JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET?


WHAT IS PRIDE Pride is the cultivation, preservation or exalting of self.  It is a protecting of self.  Pride is commitment to self.  It is building up ourselves in our own eyes or in the eyes of others.  Pride is an excessive belief in one's superiority, worth, merit.   Pride is a root cause of many sins.


WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE MAKING EVERYTHING BIG, WHEN YOU CAN JUST END IT RIGHT AWAY. ESPECIALLY WITH A COUPLE LOVING EACH OTHER. LOVE HAS NO PRIDE. LOVE IS VERY FRAGILE. IT SHOULD BE HANDLED WITH CARE SO MUCH. 
I JUST DON`T GET OTHER PEOPLE HAVING THEIR PRIDE IN WORST FIGHTS/MOMENTS.  :|

Fridays.

Friends will always be there for you no matter what. 


Friday was performance day. Culminating night of our batch! Me, Narika, Tammy, and Tere performed! And I believe we gave our best and did well! We sang Love the way you lie, Terrified and Just a dream. Crowd was alive! :)) :)
Though that morning, there was a bit of commotion that happened. Things that was not expected. 


So i guess, we  should just think twice with everything we do, before we do it. Because you`ll never know what the outcome will be. :)

I want.



So big huh. I don't know,  I just want that so bad. :( And what i have now is very amazing. I know that there's no perfect relationship. Everyone gets hurt. Even just for the simple reasons. But then, you still make it work. Fight for what you feel. It does not matter whether it really hurts that it can kill you already. But then, Its called love. Love makes us do crazy things. Especially for that one person who hurts you already, and still you love him back. Even more. 

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

It's free to dream.



A girl has to dream. When I win the Lottery of almost 600 million pesos, I would buy 10 of these! Different colors!!! :D 

Monday, November 22, 2010

It's Monday!



I'm not obsessed. Maybe just a bit. Okay you caught me. I`M SUPER MAJOR KADUPER CRAZY OVER ERNEST LORENZO DEE. :"> :"> You may think its just a crush. But no, its already an obsession. Haha. Though everybody really has their own obsessions. It can be on material things, or maybe like a person or a famous person. Its not bad to be obsessed with some one. maybe yiu just have to know what your limitations are. Not to take it so far. Just be obsessed like your in love with it. Do it with your heart. :) 

Sunday, November 21, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYYY.

Father, Daddy, Tatay, Papa, Itay, Di, Dada, whatever you call your Day, tell him you love him. He will always be there for you. My dad, he's a simple person. With a big heart. Even though he's really "madaldal" (SUPER), what he says, all those words, are lessons, and words of wisdom. But sometime, it can really be so annoying. He never stops talking. =)) But whatever, I love him. He's there to support me with whatever. I won't ask for anyother Daddy. He may not be a handsome and rich and fancy and everything. But for me, he's all that. And most of all, a huge and kind heart. :) :"> HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!! YOU ARE IN THE 50'S ALREADY!! HAHA. :) I LOVE YOU. I will always be your baby girl. :) :>

Happy Saturday Party, Royce. :)

Happy Birthday Roooooyyycceee! :D Belated, actually. Well his birthday was really last nov. 15. He just had a patry today. Me and Patrick stayed in Makati for like 6 hours. We ate Mcdo for lunch. Then went around. Then waited for Kris in Starbucks 6750. Then, rode a cab going to Paranaque. :) When we got there, we stayed at the playground and waited for Chloe. Patry was great. Lots of drinks! Everybody had fun, i know. :)) Too bad Pat left like 9. :| And me, at about 10:30. Jhonney rode with me going home. We laughed inside the car the whole trip. =)) @-) Til' next parties!! Then, I went to Metrowalk with the family. :) Then, I saw ROBI DOMINGO!!!!! He's so hot! Too bad I wasn't able to have my picture taken with him. :| :| So, before 12, my mom told me and my sister to go buy a small cake for my dad. So we did, from Starbucks. Then we surprised him with a happy birthday song. :D  We went home about 2am already. But! Before we went home, we had a photoshoot in the parking lot of metro walk. =)) Can't blame us, we were bored. :| :)) So there. :) I was soooo sleeppyyy. (:|



Friday, November 19, 2010

DJ's got us falling in love.


So I went home early to finish my power point presentation and send it to Tere. :)
We have a class tomorrow on Broadcasting. Our group will be reporting on (partly) on Flower Power. like the old days on radio. 
Someday, I want to be on the radio. As a radio jock. I'm on to music and I wanna share and inspire my listeners. :D Can't wait for my dream to come true! 
"DJ GIX" at your service!!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Family Ties.

There are really times that when you are super happy, there will be a sad moment next. Like, how you're happy a while ago, thats how you'll be sad. :|

Today was heart breaking. :( You know the feeling when all the people around, all they see is you. Blame everything on you. SEE ALL YOUR MISTAKES. Nag you with loud voices. All those.  It's like you wanna give up already. it's like you have no one to hold on to anymore. To think that those people who does that to you, are the people living with you. Your family members for a fact. That truly hurts. And the thought that you all are supposed to be UNITED with one another, helping one another. Encouraging each other. But, how come, its not the feeling I want it to be?? Its so hard, because its them you see as your strength, and what, instead of nagging, just calm down and talk about it properly. RIGHT? :( Also, the way they talk to you, as if you're not family. That hurts. Families are supposed to be there always. LOVING ONE ANOTHER. No loud voices. No fights. No arguments. No war. Just Love. :| :( 

But then, families are always there. No matter what. maybe, you just have to realize that they're just have a problem going through right now, and they tend to throw it on you. :|  Just understand. And don't mind. :|

Can you say it's Love?




It’s not all about the flowers, the cakes, the expensive gifts, eating in classy restos, giving each other gifts always, it’s not about who pays, it’s not about who has a car, it’s not about who’s wrong or right. It’s not about having late night talks; it’s not about cutting classes just to see each other. It’s just not about having the perfect relationship.
To be his friend was all I ever wanted, to be his lover was all I ever dreamed. And now, We’re inseparable. :">
Even in our worst attitude, there will be that ONE PERSON who will love you in every way possible. With your differences, you tend to love each other more. And I call that, True Love. :) ♥

Does it matter on how you look?


IN WHATEVER FREAKISHLY, STUPID, UGLY, ANNOYING, WEIRD, ODD,
AWFUL, SCARY, DREADFUL, HAUNTING, PECULIAR, SPOOKY, HORRIFIC,
STRANGE, YOU BOTH LOOK LIKE...
YOU CAN NEVER DENY HOW YOU LOVE  A PERSON YPU REALLY CARE ABOUT. 
TO HAVE THEM SO CLOSE TO YOU FOR A LONG TIME. 


FOR WHAT ITS WORTH, I KNOW ITS PRICELESS.  

Symbols of Life.

Our Theology professor gave us an assignment to draw/have a symbol on our lives today. 

My symbols for my life, are a Rainbow and a Seesaw.

No one is perfect. No one is better or worst. I chose a rainbow as the way I see my life, because it’s very colorful. And each color represents what I go through, what I’m going through and what I will go through in the future. It may also correspond to as what I feel. As for the seesaw, it goes up and down. So, it’s also how I see my life. Because, it’s in the fact that sometimes, I’m down with everything that it’s like falling apart. And, sometimes, I’m up; high as a bird. That in life, there will always be the ups and downs. 






What is it called again?


Love that's meant to be, happens on its own.

I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of You. But I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream. :x :">

Love makes you stupid.
I gave it up, But i guess it was not enough.
Cause he never seemed satisfied.
I know i'm not perfect.
But at the end of the day

WHO IS?

It was entitled Illusions.

Okay, so this post are late. And I admit, it's not easy blogging and blogging. But here, it won't stop me. :) 


So I read this book entitled Illusions, for our Photography class. And asked us to write a reaction paper for it. This is what I wrote. here it goes...



While reading the story at the beginning, I thought it was boring. But then as I go through it, as it goes by, I found out that it was really interesting.  With all the quotes and saying by Richard Bach himself. It was so real. So sophisticated. It really touched me after reading the story. It’s like I viewed life in another perspective. It made me see life, in another way; in a more improved way.  It seems that Shimoda explains to Richard, is that the book will open to the page on which the reader may find guidance or the answers to doubts and questions in his mind.
There’s one quote that touched me, “Remember where you came from, where you’re going, and why you created the mess you got yourself into in the first place”. It’s like telling me never forget to look back and where and what you’re going to go and do next. Think of the things that you got into and what and how you got into that, and try to fix it in every way possible.  Another is, “Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself”. You just can’t really trust anybody anymore; it even comes to a point that you can’t trust yourself anymore.  So, it’s really best if you just be true to yourself always, and decide wisely. There’s just so may quotations, that I can’t choose my favorite, it’s like I want to explain each end every quote, it’s just, I got caught up with it.  Here’s another, “You're always free to change your mind and choose a different future, or a different past.” This means, that you may always choose and decide whatever you want to do. You have the liberty to do what you want. It’s your life. It’s your won. No one can and will stop you with whatever you decide on.

I believe he is telling us that we are each our own Donald Shimoda. The questions should be directed within and, from there, the answers shall come. 

Thursday, November 11, 2010

2 BIG 1. =)))))) MAKE WAY FOR BIG MOMMAS!!

THIS IS DISTURBINGLY SUPER FUNNY!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!


   

    
  

Studious Thursday.


12pm!!! Photography class is over! Rain was pouring hard again. :| 

Since, Patrick's dismissal is at 3 pm, I decided to do all my homeworks inside the library while I wait for him to finish class. And, astonishingly, I finished it all! Haha. Then, I went to Glorietta around 2:30, met up with Narika and Pao first, then went to Bench Fix Salon for Narika’s re-cutting. HAHA. Then met Patrick there.

Again, went home, with NO WALLET, still. Nothing to take away anymore. :| :)))

What a Wednesday! :| :| :|

Okay, so wednesday is the day. I hate this day. I swear. 


After class, which was Humanities 2. Oh we watched the Simpsons 2!
  then Sir Castro dismissed us early 'cause the raid was so hard, and the thunder was so hard. it's like there's a storm already. I went to Glorietta to meet up with Patrick. Then stayed there to hangout. When it was about 8pm, we left. Going home, we always ride the MRT. When I went down to wait for the train, THERE WAS LITEARLLY  A HUNDRED OF PEOPLE. And I was not happy. I hate it everytime there would be so much people waiting for the train. Though when I was lining up, i found my bag open. But i thought i just left it. I did not check it because my stomach hurts so bad. Therefore, my attention was on my stomach. Then, when i arrived Shaw station, , bought gulaman because I was really thirsty already. While walking and drinking, the drink poured on my body; like inside my shirt. Was I unlucky or what! So when I got home, I went straight to the bathroom and took a bath. Finally, I lay down. While talking to Patrick, I was like “Let me see how much money I have so that we can watch a movie tomorrow.” When I checked my bag, MY WALLET WAS NOT IN THERE. So I panicked so much, because literally everything was in there. Pictures, cards, receipts, IDs, movie tickets, etc. :((( I cried to Patrick. So he clamed me down. But then I can’t accept the fact that it was taken away from me. I just can’t. BV. BV. BV. BV. BV. BV.  But, I thank God, because Patrick is there for me to calm me down. And he also told me to just be thankful, because I was not hurt. There was a purpose, he said. And I believed him. He’s such a love one.


 WHAT A DAY!  :| :) :( :| @-|

Scriptwriting, I missed. @-)

Okay, so I was not present on the first day of scriptwriting class, because of my back problem. Therefore, I was not able to enjoy and see our new professor. So I asked my friends what they did. They said that it was required to write a blog every single day. I was like, there’s nothing I can do. I bet it’d be fun!

So here I go….

My name is Carmela Giselle Secades Ricafort. I’m a 2nd year college from the Assumption College in Makati. I’m 19 years old, and in like 4 months, I’m not a teen anymore.  I laugh a lot, and talk a lot! I have a lot of expressions too! Like; “What the hell?”, “WEH”, “OMG!”, those kinds of expressions.

With my writing experience, well, I had some writings back in high school. With also the research papers and all. But I guess I’m getting used to writing already. And I want to learn more about it.

Expectations, well, I hope the class would be awesome and fun! i know that I will surely learn a lot! :D :D